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I can't remember the last time that I spent an entire day and night talking and really enjoyed it.
Yesterday I meet an interesting woman who just so happens to enjoy so many things I do even down to movies and cooking.
We spent the day chatting about this and that and it was very relaxing. Mind you I am tired now because it is tiring to sit around all day.

Today I am off on my scooter to visit friends and just get out for a while.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend.

Today I looked someone in the eyes and literally became weak at the knees, I don't know if it was a male or female just that the eyes were so dark and mysterious and well I did have to sit down and by the time I got myself together the person was gone..WOW

I am feeling a bit sad and sorry for myself today. I have no real reason for this just being pathetic really.
Maybe I should head out for a while it always makes me feel better..hmm..movies maybe..I will see.

Well I have decided I am off to watch Angels and Demons and tonight I will go to TankGirl a new venue here in Melbourne with live artists. http://tankgirl-melb.tripod.com/index.html

A friend of mine recently said I should go out and find someone special. You know I would love to have someone with me that I can share my day and night with, someone to talk to and laugh with. But I am not good at this really and as much as I feel lonely  I am also enjoying just being me.
Maybe I should just let the universe bring someone to me and I just wait.hmm

Today is mothers day and even though my Mum is not here I wanted to thank her, for you know all the things Mum's do that you don't think about when your little. Like cooking and making sure you eat all those yucky vegetables. Washing my clothes and putting lunch in my bag for school. For loving me unconditionally and lifting me up when I fall.
For cleaning my room and reminding me that life isn't really bad.

I love you Mum and Thank you for all you did.

xoxox

Why can't I sack someone who doesn't work to the standards. HR is driving me insane. I know there has to be a fair process but arghh

I have today and tomorrow off work, yet this morning at 7am I get a call from one of the guys who can't make it to work his son is sick, then I jump online to make sure there are three of them at work to find out there is only two as another one called in sick (mind you I think this one is sick because I asked them to explain in detail something they did yesterday which I still don't have). So I jump online and there are a ton of emails asking for things today, so I have just finished responding. On a bright note the boss congratulated our efforts from last month ( I give him stats each month) so I passed this on to the guys, they deserve it.

Now I am going to start my morning again and make a coffee and drink it slowly in bed. Then I might tidy up a bit and then relax do nothing just enjoy not having to work.

Tomorrow I need to get my tax done, I had to change accountants as my last one keep making mistakes and I would get bills from the tax department, so hopefully this one will be better.

The worst thing to happen on a Sunday is waking to the mess your house mate left the night before, she just doesn't seem to care. I have mentioned before that I don't think it is fair to have to wake to a kitchen full of left over food and dirty dishes but it just doesn't sink in. I will do the leased with her and then I am out of here. I need my own place. I need clean.

Today is sunny and nice so I am off to spend the day with friends watching the girls play AFL, then to the footy late this afternoon to watch the Doggies.

I am trying not to think of work just yet I know I have a few deadlines this week and it will be tight.

Anyway I hope you all enjoy your Sunday :)

For the last few years I have not had contact with my direct family, one of my nephews would call me but life got busy and my family did their thing and I did mine.

Today I finally spoke with one of my sisters, who told me my Mum died. Three years ago on April the 9th.
I never got to say goodbye or to thank her for loving me and trying her hardest to give me what I needed, she was not good at it but I knew she tried her hardest to give us six kids all she could. I never got to tell her that my love for her was so deep and I was so happy to have her as my Mum, I didn't get to do that.

So tonight I am hurting for all of the above and because my Mum is no longer here.

Mum you are and always will be loved and missed.

RIP