20 posts from May 2008

I had someone tell me today that he believes my boss is just the bees knees and that he is so knowledgeable that he could do anything. Now I know this may sound like sour grapes, but trust me it is not, my co-worker to me is the most knowledgeable he does not get the acknowledgment that he should because the boss is the one who discusses the progress on things to those higher up, he seems to forget to say most of the work is a joint group effort.
He will have us search for his information and knowledge and he will then do what he needs with it.

So to have another person in IT say that they think this guy is so damn good and that no one nears his ability just got to me, I don't know what he tells others but for fuck sakes he even stuffed up the move..he does what is expected and nothing more...

Arghhh

end of rant... 

Why do I seem to have double posts????

OK, so I deleted them, hopefully I don't lose the orginals!!!

Well I am sitting here reading posts and listening to the TV not really watching it, Then BANG..I look out the window and someone has side swiped a four wheel drive right outside my window, it has been pushed into another car, a heap of damage. My car is parked right beside them, I go out and the owner of the four wheel drive is there not impressed, I know I wouldn't be. I checked my car not a scratch, how lucky was that.

I have a feeling the driver of the car that did the damage will be in trouble you see they had to cross the road to hit the car and to do that they either had to much to drink or just shouldn't drive, my feeling to much to drink.

I realised tonight that I still have so much I need to let go, insecurities that have grown and were feed by my ex.

Sometimes I think I am me again and free to grow and do and then something happens and my first reaction is what I would of done in my past.

My insecurity is probably one we all have had and that is to not be good enough, not good enough to provide, to love, to give, to be there. I know that by realising this I am on my way to letting it go, but for now it is still there.

What a great day, I spoke with H last night :)
Then today I did all the normal Sunday chores, then spent sometime at my friends setting up her mp3.
Then down to the local oval to watch some female footy, it was nice to catch up with some friends there.
Then Star Wars DVD's I never knew this story line, so I need to finish watching the rest just so I know what happened.

Dinner is done, I am ready for the week all ironing and things like that done, I am looking forward to this week being gone as H returns home and then we can talk more :)

My football team won again Yeah Doggies, we are still undefeated woo hoo !!!
I managed to pick seven out of the eight teams this week in footy, I am equal first with Leesa..she picked eight this week :)

So now it is time to chill and just enjoy a quiet night..oh..and I am sending H some Milo she has never heard of it, so far I have sent the staples, Tim Tams, Vegemite and now Milo :)

What do you do when you get a crush on someone?
Submitted by Desi.

I tell them :)

This movie just breaks my heart on so many levels..yet here I am watching it again..after War of the Worlds :)

Ever have a day were you know you should be doing but you just can't be stuffed, I seem to be having this days often on my weekends, I don't feel like be social or doing anything, I will though because I have things to do and I know once I get moving all will be good..but..sigh

Rule:  Summarize your life in a six word memoir, with optional photo illustration.  Then tag six others.

Sarah tagged me, I always thought I ran quick..bugger

Actually I like this one and it took me two days of thinking but I would say this is it;

Live Today, Dream Tomorrow, Love Forever..

As for tagging six others...only if you want guys :)

Snowy

Ninja

Chezza

Paikea

Cat

Marie

I spent today talking with my friend from my past who has now rejoined my life. She is having such a hard time right now, her husband sounds like an immature, selfish bastard and thats putting it lightly.

He fights with her often and apparently it was so bad last night that the neighbours called the police to check on her. She said he doesn't hit but screams and yells. He unplugs her equipment she runs her own business from home, he even tells their kids it is because she doesn't care about them anymore.

I would love to meet this coward and tell him what I think of him, but I wont it is up to my friend to see what this is doing to her kids and make some changes.

If she asked I would go and help her, I told her that today.

I will just be there now and if she needs to vent or wants help well she knows I will be there.

I grew up in this type of environment and I hope like hell it doesn't keep going for her.